odd socks

my life with cfs/me/fibro lately::wearing odd socks (and not even noticing for ages), feeling so happy when i'm lucky enough to have the energy to get dressed at all (even if that means wearing odd socks as that's all that's clean!), not remembering anything i did the previous day, trying to not get too upset by ignorant folk who do not understand (or even want to) my illness and can say hurtful things, feeling like i'm climbing mount everest when i'm only climbing the stairs, having to give up my prescription pain medication even when it helps a bit as the side affects far outweigh the benefits, reading many pages of a book before realising i have read it before, having such a fuzzy brain that i miss my stop on the train to my well being course and having to go all the way back, burning a pot of soup yet again by forgetting it's cooking and being sick and tired of being sick and tired!